supermassive 13 (awake 1)
produced 2021.06.07–08

following an interval of fantastical exploration of her entitlement to the pursuit of more, Jest has a panic attack beset by a sense of urgency to completely detach from her past, lest something terrible happen.  she convulses through the mansion in an attempt to erase all traces of herself.

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this was the first phase 2 song i worked on, as early as june release year, but it evolved out of a sketch composed 2 years earlier called "the destruction depot" (d_depot_2b3.mp3).  i was getting really into worlds chat at this time, my experiences with which have grown to influence pretty much all of my work; this short clip in particular i have come to associate with a worldsmark called BigTime, which was accessible from the main map.

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◼ 13 1.2 series
the engineering on these is SOOOOO good dude.  sterilized it too hard

◼ terror2.mp3
really looking forward to doing this in sm venice after dragging the song on for like 12 minutes up to that point

◼ 175 (wacky).mp3
i wrote this as a sort of repentance for completely ignoring the staffcirc 3 prompt i was given; it was an attempt to more faithfully follow the constraints thereof and was called "the redemption run"

◼ 167d300.mid
solo is a slightly earlier version.  you can still hear the unobfuscated giant step in it